Feels like purgatory

So, lately I've been really, really busy. And very stressed out with everyone else's problems I've made time for myself to draw or even produce something. It's really kind of sad that I'll take the time to help everyone else and I'm just telling myself "screw your problems, help others and yours will go away" that's not how anything works.
I've been going left and right unable to decide what to do with myself you know?
I'm putting myself through school as much as that makes me cringe, it's something that needs to be done.
I probably hurt one of my friends' feelings as well, oddly enough I really don't care. Yet I should.
right now I'm a little lost but this drawing fully describes what I'm thinking about a lot of the time now days.
I dare you to figure out the story.